1. |
My Best Friend
02:10
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Forgive me father as I lost my friend
To the thing I hate about myself
And I tried to prove you wrong
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2. |
Sorry
03:51
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Its all I need it's in my head
Give me salvage to pass the day
I know it's true; I see them here
I broke something I can't fix
It's all that i need it's in my head
I want you here to feel my pain
To realize; it's in my head
Cause i need you here today
Please forgive me my best friend
I need your heart to make amends
I made the time to make it right
I just need a chance to make things right
To be able to sleep at night; knowing darling I tried to fight
And darling; I tried to fight
Just one more chance to say something right
Just one more chance to say goodbye
Just one more chance to say I lied
Just one more chance to say I tried
I need your heart to make amends
I made the time to make it right
When I lost you; I lost myself
I lost myself; when I lost you
To make things right I need the time
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3. |
Don't Say
04:24
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There is something that I can't explain
And I'm sorry for all of the pain that I have caused
I shouldn't have been the one you had to hate
But it was my selfish self that tore us apart
I was always told that I would be okay
And honestly; I feel like this constantly
And this is my apology; and probably too late; I guess that's fate
Don’t say that I'm okay
You know nothing about me at all
(I’m fucking not okay)
Depression can ruin my whole day
All I need is release from the pain
The constant unhappy disposition
Will no longer be my everyday position
The amencity of all the pain that we contain
That made us go insane that pushed us away
Don’t say that I’m okay
You know nothing about me at all
(Im fucking not okay)
Depression can ruin my whole day
All I need is release from the pain
But I need you to know
That my biggest fear; was never losing you
It was loving you so much
That I would lose myself
But it’s hard to face the fact
That I lacked everything you wanted to have
But I need you to know;
That I love every colour that you have
[But there is something that I can't explain]
[But I need you]
But there is something that I can't understand
Why you just settled for acceptance
When love was waiting right in front of you
But you said we were both the same
So you should know that depression can ruin my whole day
So don't say that I'm okay and that everything will be fine
Because I was always told that I would be okay and honestly darling;
I feel like this constantly
And I need you to know; that I love every colour you have
And I'm so sorry that I lacked everything you wanted to have
But my darling I need you to know that I'm so sorry
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4. |
One For You
02:42
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5. |
Need You
03:35
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I remember the night
It might have been three years now
Its funny how much has changed
But those bright blue eyes that caught my eye
In the middle of the night;
When I tried to set our memories alight
Just for one more night x2
Despite all the lies
But darling I had my hopes up so high
I had dreams of me and you flying so high through the night
Just for one more night
So I can set our memories alight x 2
Just for one more night
Despite all the lies
I had my hopes up so god damn high
And I told you it's not fair
Can't you see
That I'm still here
All I dream of is you and me
Flying through the night so high
And all I need is you
[But Im scared]
That if I accept myself for the person I am
That tomorrow I'll change
But I can't deal with change
I guess that's why this is so hard
Its going through youth without you
But I can't deal with change
Despite all the lies
I had my hopes up so god damn high
And I told you it's not fair
Can't you see
That I'm still here
All I dream is of you and me
Flying through the night so high
All I need is you
All I need is x2
Is you
All I need is you x 3
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6. |
19
04:02
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When you left you took a piece of me
Now I hold onto what's left
At the end of the day
You're still what I dream about
But I wish one day, we could change places
So I could see what it's like to look at all those faces
And feel so out of place
But I wish one day,
You could hear the words that I never got to say.
And my love, I wish one day
A dream I can never forget
But I didn't know that
The last time I saw you
Would be the last time, I said goodbye
The last time I saw you x 3
Would be the last time.
My love, you never died to me
You just simply became my music
But I'm so sorry
For the things I never said...
I'm so sorry
For the things I left unsaid x 4
That I forgot to say
That I love you x 2
The last time I saw you x 3
Would be the last time
The last time I saw you x 3
Would be the last time
I said goodbye
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7. |
To The Sky
04:14
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And I was old
And you were new
And it was all I hoped
We could’ve been
Oh I thought we
Could’ve changed the world
From the ground
To the sky
To those beautiful blue eyes
We spent wondering why?
I guess I tried
And you know why
But in the end
We tried to fight
But I was old
[But I was old]
And you were new
[And you were new]
And it was all I hoped
We could’ve been
[We could’ve been]
Oh I thought
[Oh I thought]
We could’ve changed the world
[There’s a fire in each of us
I guess darling, you ignite the fire in me]
Oh I thought we could have changed the world
I guess sometimes I can feel so far
So far away from the world
And I guess tonight
Standing on the edge of the world
It was a great big lie that they told us
But when I was a young boy
They said I couldn't fly
Now look at me, touching the sky!
Oh I thought, we could have changed the world
[From the ground, to the sky]
Oh I thought, we could have changed the world
[So sing it with me, we’re changing, we’re changing the world]
Oh I thought, we could have changed the world
[We’re changing, we’re changing the world]
Oh I thought, we could have changed the world
[From the ground, to the sky]
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8. |
My Old Friend
01:24
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And it was
The sound of love
That blew, in the wind
And it was
The pure pain, in my
Tears that sent, all my
Fears to sleep tonight
And I hate the smell of smoke
It reminds me of a place
That I once called home
And forgive me
My best friend
As I tried
To help you...
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